Monday, 11 May 2020

When you are feeling at your lowest...

Sometimes things just don't work out.
Things seem so far out of reach.
I am sure we can all relate to this. I remember feeling
like this a number of times in my life.
I remember 25 years ago feeling like things couldn't get any worse.
It was a pretty dark time as I struggled with burn out and post natal depression. It seems mad really because outside looking it, it would have looked like I had it all.
I remember clearly the day I thought, you either sink or swim.
I had been sinking for months, there was no where else to sink to.
One day out the blue, the final sink or swim thought came to me.
I remember that day very clearly, the day that I took my power back, I remember swearing and saying #$%@ if I am going to live like this.
I had stuff in my past that had affected me hugely, and that day, without a doubt, I found my power.
I didn't know how I was going to move forward, but I knew without a doubt, that, that day my life would change forever.
Sometimes you just don't need to know how, you just need to reach a point of being wiling to start climbing the mountain.
There were a few influential people I met along the way, I made a goal in amongst my fear that I would help over 1000 people when I got better. I had seen some pretty out there goal setting stuff and thought I would throw the figure out there. It seemed a mad goal, seriously I was having trouble getting up out of bed.
From that moment in my life, I had a purpose and that was to excel in learning how to help people, people just me.
I am sure we have all been in a place of gloom , fear and the unknown , lacking in motivation.
But you like me, can rise above your past and your fears.
I have helped more than as 1000 people now
That crazy goal I set in my darkest hour was achieved.
You too can be that person.
Go well, Kim xx

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